main udaas hun. maindukhi hun. main pareshan hun kyunki mere aas paas dheron log udas hain, pareshan hain, dukhi hain. jab bhi bahar nikaltahun tab bheed ke chehre par pareshaniyan nazr aati hain. koi apne rozgaar ko le kar pareshan hai tau koi hadd se zyada haasil daulat ko chupaane ki koshish ko le kar pareshan hai.
bachchon ko yahan wahan kaam karte dekhta huntau dil tadap uthta hai. sochta hun kaash mere paas itni daulat hoti ke main unn sab ko godd le paaata. jab logon ko sadk par sote dekhta hun ke meree paas itni daulat kyun nahin hai ke unn sab ke liye makaan ka bandobast kar paoon.
main chahta hun ke iss duniya mein har kisi ko maan samman ke saath jeene ka adhikar ho lekin mujhe nahin lagta ke uss anjaan si shakti ko meri udaasi se koi sarokaar hai, agar hota tau woh mujhe iss qaabil tau bana hi deta ke ek chote se pratishat ko hi izzat ki zindagi de paata main.
lekin aisa mere apne jeevankaal mein mujh se ho paaye yeh tau asambhav hi lag raha hai aur isi liye main udaas hun.
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